“You handled it so well.” Did I?
Did I really handle it well, or did I just hide it well enough for you to think I’m okay? I wonder what they would say if they knew how often I’ve cried out to God, “Please, just help me get through this” Maybe I look strong to the world, but inside, I know I’ve only made it this far because of God’s grace. He’s the one who’s been holding me together when I thought I would fall apart. So no, I didn’t handle it well. God did. And He’s still handling it, because without Him, I know I wouldn’t have made it this far..

People say, “You handled it well,” but they don’t see the struggle. Inside, I’ve cried to God for help. He’s the reason I’ve made it this far. His grace holds me together when I feel broken. I didn’t handle it—God did.

Recommended:

  • 5 things to keep quiet about

    5 things to keep quiet about

  • The moment that you start to wonder

    The moment that you start to wonder

  • Out of everyone I lost

    Out of everyone I lost

  • When I hug my kids

    When I hug my kids

  • Seeing your child excited

    Seeing your child excited

  • I'm not daddy's little princess

    I’m not daddy’s little princess

  • How disrespectful when

    How disrespectful when

  • We often tend to break down knowledge

    We often tend to break down knowledge

  • Keep watering yourself

    Keep watering yourself